Pirlo: nightmare! The champions league final was reversed after the red army came close to retirement

According to the daily mail reported that former AC milan midfielder Andrea pirlo said in 2005 after losing to Liverpool in the champions league final in Istanbul, I was nearly choose to retire.
When talking about the night of the Istanbul, pirlo said: "in most people's impression, because jerzy dudek we lost on penalties, his swing interfere with our penalty. But we know that oneself is the main culprit, how has been reversed even I myself all don't know, but the fact is that they cannot fulfill the task, completed our team should jump off the bosphorus bridge hand in hand."
Scarpe Calcio 2014 "When after the match, our team is like a fool sitting in the dressing room, we don't have people to speak, no one more move, they totally destroyed the us, with the passage of time, the blow to us more apparent. Insomnia, anger, depression, a feeling of emptiness, our collective infection disease: Istanbul syndrome."
"I think I'm no longer is a football player, and it was devastating, but what's worse, I don't feel like a man, all of a sudden, football into the least important thing. I was afraid to look in the mirror, I only think of the solution is to choose to retire, this would be a disgrace to retire. I think the end of the journey, their stories also finished, I think so I just in order to avoid sympathetic eyes."
Nuove Mercurial 2014 "At that time, after losing the champions league, the domestic league is not over, we have to return to milan after four days of pain, until he finished the last game against udinese. A guilty * crabs * is the biggest punishment for us, we with shame abroad. We can't escape, our heart is full of remorse. We always discuss the cause of the problem, we ask each other, but no one knows the answer. I was difficult to fall asleep, even fell asleep, wake up I have only one thought: I hate it, I can't play again, I went to sleep and the brain only jerzy dudek and his Liverpool team-mates."
"Pain slowly eased after the holiday began, but the pain is Nuove Scarpe Da Calcio 2014 not healed. I can never completely get rid of the shadow, I even didn't look at the video of the game. I can't allow the enemy to hurt yourself again, real pain is deeper than the surface. I never watched the game back later, because I have personally experienced a and in your mind back to countless times, looking for a perhaps does not exist. It is suggested that we at milanello training champions next to the image on the wall hang black mourning cloth, to as a warning, let people remember the future generations of milan.wanttocheck Personally, I think we always in the dark moments to remember the lesson."